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im restless.. very restless... friday is parents meeting session liao.. im prepare to die soon enough...every mornin my eyes always swollen like bao like tt... so damn ugly..ppl thought i got wat illness like tt... ALYO... recently i dun eat dinner as i got cold war with my Parents ma.. so i regularly have gastricpain.. really very pain.. as if like faintin soon.. so think buyin painkillers soon.. it gives mi a headache whenever thinkin about reaults.. hais..now i dun even have the mood to watch TV..everyday jus straight went into my room when reach home.. only come out when i need the com.. less than 5 sentences i speak to them a day..
i really need to buck up liao.. plannin to really read though the subjects on wat im not sure about.. really cannot slack in class,daydreamin,givin attiudes and sleepin le.. left sian whenever i think i have to really listenin in class,but no choice.. hye jiemeis, if i didnt listen in class attentively next semester please shout or scream at mi k? so can keeo mi motivated fer the rest of the year thoughout.. <33>
dunno holidays my dad got give mi money not.. if no.. i prepare to die liao.. i dun really wan to work..very sin ku.. i still got whole list of wanted stuff waitin fer mi.. AhHhhhh.. say le my heart felt so itchy liao...

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shed lorr... i dun think pon school is TT serious lorr... and i pon today is jus because last friday forgotten to go clinic.. then weekend close..no choice but to pon today to take MC and i did inform the general office lorr.. CRIS still called my dad and confirm about the leave 4 fri and today... and now got mi into trouble liao... soooo F***...
sooo sad lorrr... tml my birthday still got tis kind of things happen.. CRIS want mi to stay back tml until 6.30 as a punishment...lame... think i will go? no way man... wait long long lorr... im not his dog lorr... the more he wan mi to do something..the more i WILL NOT do... see wat he can do.. call parents huh? call la.. im not scare lorr... i got used of fightin with my parents EVERYDAY le... CRIS is a total spoiler of my 15th birthday.. forget it.. every year also like tt.. nothing SPECIAL will happen... no birthday party.. im so disappointed.. im always very unlucky..
whenever i felt sorry fer my parents about wat i done sometimes.. there will always b something happenin tt makes mi felt angry with them in the end.. shed sia.. cant they jus help mi lie to teacher?? exam over le lei... relax a little nia.. say until like very serious like tt..very disappointed..really...
but im confirm tt tml i will not b attendin the dentation.. NO way.. i will be waitin fer CRIS to call my parents.. i dun mind at all.. and i think i dun wan to celebrate my birthday with my parents after school le.. dunno wat to say to them.. i rather stay at home and pour out all my grudges to my friends or to blog.. dun wan to see their face.. and i dun wish to use their money also..but have to la.. later no money will die lorr..sian.. weird huh?? wat kind of family is tis.. i dun even think it's really a family lorr.. hais.. AGHhHH..

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++Fish&Chips++
*Love is something you cant describe
like a look of a rose
the smell of the rain
or the feelin of forever*

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Now is 8.29am liao..cant get much sleep recently,i keep having nightmares.. maybe i think too much liao..i jus read chang's new blog..sorry.really didnt know how hurt u r.. i am definely feeling better now..
I will not be going to sch tml also..i couldnt get MC in time.. the polychinic was close on sat and sun.. and i definely cant go to sch withlou a MC.. i will be 'slice to parts''.. i neither can go privatechinic cos i am broke rite now..no choice but to stay at home one more day.. And i will not have to see tt spooky sch then x) yupee..!
I will be going to Timon,Malaysia fer a week holidays and i hope to throw away all my bad memories into the sea there... and only remembers good memories.. definely i was lookin forward fer tt day as the scenery there was great, i been there once.. lt's kinda like a beach and where ppl go divin,snokin etc.. but then i will become a chacoal liao.. hais..now at least i was fairer than my last time..then if i really go there, i will regret if my skin tone turns to chacoal.. (T^T) think i will hve to find ways to avoid the sun and buy tons of the strong sunblock lotion already..really hate my skin tone a lot.. i was always misunderstandstood as other races.. ya..it seem healthy,but i prefer the fair skin which can make a girl look much femine lorr.. and i dun wan to look like a tomboy...(Y^Y) but i will definely miss my jiemeis and him there de... x)

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sports camp..hais..dunno i goin not.. i have the urge not to go yet there are also the urge of going.. hais.. but if i really go, dun think i will have much company there ever since tt girl confronted with mi in friendster's testi(hmmm..interestin way of confrontin huh??)
,friendship broke since then.. strangers to each other then.. forget it.. blar.. as if i care tt much.. i jus dun wan to lose a friend.. since she broke the friendship jus like tt.. such shallow friendship i rather forget.. not tryin to poke someone..i am jus speackin from my point of view..

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hahaax..reach home le! but yet i still quite puzzled about the decoration of the blogspot.. i dunno how to create wishin list and wordins.. X)
Today didnt went to sch.. skipped school..didnt feel like goin to school really hope i can forever leave the spooky school.. i got few subs which didnt did well... i am sad.. chang tried to console mi but it didnt really make any diffences then i tink he felt kinda down also..im sorry.. made u like tt.. but i really dunno wat to do to make mi better? shoppin? mayb but wait till i got enough to buy the things i want.. today met with some of my jiemeis after they dismiss from sch.. hang out with twinnie first at kenny then met up with kellie and vivien.. something i can say Bad happen along the way but fine already( Yoo know wat i meant,ya) everytime Tis happen de.. and both always had misunderstandin with each other.. but they both really love each other a lot.. must treasure each other k? didnt u told mi tt he really dotes u a lot,ya? but no matter wat We will always be there fer ya k? dun do silly things and do pour out ur unhappyness* k?
i know how to play a proper billard game le..yupee..i finally found out the correct way of holdin the cube.. next time can call ppl out to play liao.. hehe.. acyually i kinda like vivien's cellphone sia..it's nice.. very small also.. and flap de.. AhHhhh.. so cool.. i wan to but the similar cellphone too..hahax but bu yi yang de better marh.. like tt can play each other's phone marh..hehe..

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hahaax..tis is my forth blog le.. x) keep forgetting the passwords and usernames..
hais..really very disappointed with my results.. didn't really expect to be like tt.. thought i will do much better then my previous exams..yet the results is still the same.. dun understand why there are people that could excel without studying.. can tell mi the formules?
i did studied but didn't do as well as i expected.. sometimes really got the sudden urge to give up and forget my goals. And become a no one.. and somemore my birthday is near,yet i'm feelin so down.. really dunno how terrible will my 15th birthday will be.. horrible.. birthday is a day where people get gifts and forget their sadness and pain and celebrate fer the day.. really dunno whether i can do that or not with such horrible results.. also dunno how to face my parents.. later i cannot control myself rebel how?
i know myself well.. i was nv a guai girl in their heart b4.. i will vent anger on them i will scold them whenever i'm down. i nv said 'i love you' to them b4. i will always try to avoid them whenever i can. most of the time, the reason i was talkin to them as askin them for money and informin them tt i will b goin out nia nth much le.. my friends all say my dad dotes mi a lot,he will always willingly fetch my friends and i home..no matter how tired he is and how not convenience it is..i really thank him..really.. but those words jus can be say out from my mouth(T^T)
dun really have any sweet memories with them now, only some sweet memories when i was very young. am i very horrible????
but of cos know wat they do is fer my own good..but i got short-temper. whenever they make mi annoyed i will jus scold back, but they...didnt scold back..they really didnt.. jus like yesterday incident, i wanted to rent vcds then i get changed and standin there waitin fer my mom to give mi money fer the rent fee.. but she didnt say anything,so i get annoyed and shouted '' Hello? ni bu yong give wo money ar?'' then she say must return then i really get angry and say i dun wan to rent vcds liao and slam the dorr.. today mornin she came up to mi askin whether need her money not..
tis is my life.. i know i gone bonkers sometimes.. i noe i gone much toooooo far liao.. really wanna say sorry.. and i could see the face on my mom when i gave her a rose fer mother day, she was very content and touched eventhough she didnt say anythng.. hais.. really hope to change fer the better.. i hope..

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